This world is so confusing without you. I remember how my life once was when I didn't know you. My heart back then was so cold. I was broken and didn't have much value. I wanted to fit in with everyone else and I needed everyone else but you. My days were dark with no hope and I thought I could survive without you, How wrong was I. I needed you more than I needed air and still do. You see God to not know you is to not know myself. I live in a world where everywhere I look everyone is trying to find themselves in everything and everyone, but you. I don't want to be one of those people ever again. I was lost and forgotten. I know with you that I am never forgotten. You even left your mark to make sure that I would never forget that I haven't been forgotten. You left the mark of your son dying on the cross for me. When I think about what Jesus did for me I feel overwhelmed with love, and Lord there are days when I forget how much you love me. I get to these dark places when I become lost in my past or my own doubts, but the cross reminds me how much you love me. You do supply all my needs, but living in this truth can be difficult. My need for you should be a constant reminder, because when I forget, I forget you and who you want me to be.
Love your daughter <3
