My beauty for so long has been based on my opinion and the opinion of others. I want to know and believe that I am beautiful. I don't want to depend on others for my beauty and validation. I have for so long hid behind the mirror. The mirror of lies, I have to find my validation in you Lord. I know that you love me, but the question is believing me. It's hard for me to understand why you love me so much. You created me to impact this world and its hard to do that when I'm operating in a defeated mentality. I let the words that people have spoken over me defeat me. I want to run from those words and believe in the words you have spoken over me. I want to become the woman of God you have called me to be. I know you have already started that process in me, and Lord I want to further in your love. I want to find my confidence in you and see your heart. I want to be yours and I want you to be mine fully. I want my love for you to be so radiant Lord, that the heavens will radiate from my heart. I know that you saved me and made me whole. I choose to draw closer to you Lord. I choose this day to serve you even when I'm stuck in the fog! Your love is worth it. I want to pump out your love Lord. I have to be more like you, I need to be closer to you.Beauty is not defined by my worth seen through the world, it is my worth seen through your heart.
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